Love?

That's something i'll never get. ever. in a million years. And try counselling 4 guys at the same time about LOVE. I dont even understand it; so when i talk, i say things that a corny. Corny, but i like corny. =]. fairy tales, happy endings, you know, every girl's fantasy. Ahha =]. So one guy friend; not much experience? who knows. he goes to my school so...XD tells me to go for relationships and crap. i don think he gets it. I was talking to my friend from another school, and he STRONGLY advises that i DO NOT date until i'm older. and i'm sure he has lots of experience. or maybe he's just being mad; cus he just broke up with his girlfriend today...lawl. =P I doubt i'll ever get love. as Tina says, love is a game. We are the players. we either win or loose it all. It's like double or nothing. Iunno about that tho. Maybe love is just...letting things happen as they should be. Love is a game; quitters never win and winners never quit. You can't give up on love. =] okayy so maybe i'm only 14, [15 ina month. woot XD] and maybe i totally dont know wut i'm talking about half the time. But i believe what i sayy is true. kinda. 0.0. Anyways my friend used a pretty awesome theory. She didnt want her bf to break up with her cause love is like tape. No matter what, that love right there, will always stick to her. To future relationships, to whatever she does next. I think that was preey awesome theory. I personally dont think it's true though, people live on and they forget. Anyways, then i spent an hour arguing wiht one of my best guy friends about how friends are more impportant than boyfriends. Obviously he's gonna be just as stubborn as me and obv the argument went no where; but i like insights. Love is seen differently by each person. To me right now, i see no love, i mena like not love between friends and family. real love you know? Love at this point in my life is nothing. crushes dont even matter. But then to my friend, he takes it so seriously. He thinks everything out and considers the future. I dont even think that far. and i realised something else. People do this, but i seem to do it alot. On the outside, it's called "controlling your feelings", but on the inside it's called "lying to yourself and everyone else". I think i've fooled myself out of liking people. =P maybe i'll just stay outta this hormonal stuff. it's confusing XD Love is hormones, chemicals reactions, just a wordChemicals react, sparks fly, your heart is set on fire. i hope love is like that.Oh well, i'll find out one day. I'm only 14, i'm too young to love. =P even though they say theirs no age to love. =] Anyways it's late, i'm gonna sleep gniteee BLOG.man i'm cool. i just ranted about love.gnite =]Wish upon a star, dream up a fantasy, and love your life exactly the way it is. ShootingStars